Blogging Redux.
by Kyle on Jan.12, 2010, under General
It’s been such a long time since I had updated my blog site. Let alone my portfolio, etc.. It was at least a once a week thing. So I’ve decided, after a little extra curricular activity and a long day of work that I need to write out my thoughts once again. Once more into the breach, dear friends.
No Smoking!
by Kyle on Jun.13, 2009, under General
A week and a half now, I’ve gone without a cigarette completely. Life is changing so rapidly for me as of late. With new ideas, money, career, dating and friends.
It’s been a blast so far. And the right people are in my life. The other know they aren’t for a reason, and I make it very apparent they are not welcome. Forgive my bluntness.
My most significant change has been quitting smoking. I was on my last pack at the office, and I just decided no more purchases. I would not smoke ever again. I finished the pack, with help from others, and left for Walgreens. I purchased one pack only, to keep the mental condition of panic at bay that I would not have anything in my possession. I purchased a box of nicotine gum, as an aid to curb the cravings and went home.
Since that day I’ve been extremely strong. Even when the urges return, I pop a piece of gum, and they vanish. Life smells better. Life is better. I’ve been jogging with Cheyenne on a nightly basis, working out, eating better, and in general living better.
Cigarettes now smell nasty, and since my taste buds have returns as well as my general senses (ALREADY), I have no desire to pick up a single cigarette.
One thing many thing is crazy, but works for me, is not changing anything else in my life.
I still drink coffee, I still drink when I go out whether wine or pints, I still sit on the back patio and hang out with Cheyenne, I am associated with people who smoke and it doesn’t kill me, I tempt myself and even carry that pack of smokes in my car at all times. It’s there..for me to fall off the wagon. However, my mental strength (not to brag) is astoundingly strong. When I decide something..I do it. Regardless of anyone Else’s input.
Although, I have to thank one person in particular for being there 24/7, even when she wasn’t needed. The one person in my life who is my outside conscious. Thank you Ashlyn!
Mr. Safety
by Kyle on May.15, 2009, under Funny Stuff
Yes, this is Bryce riding his bike on 610, during biz hours. Without a helmet.
Cheyenne 12 weeks
by Kyle on May.10, 2009, under Cheyenne
I’ll post more pics later, this one is from my phone.
Tired as hell…..
by Kyle on May.08, 2009, under General
I can’t even express how tired I actually am today. It’s not any one’s fault but my own. It’s been one of those couple days where you just are ready for the weekend to begin, kick back, relax and unwind. Let out a little steam as well.
Starts off with a busy week, a speeding ticket, no coffee for the entire week at the office. Sending engineers out on Starbuck’s runs per my order, Cheyenne hitting that tear it all up phase, and then a lot of long phone calls both personal and business. I’m so ready to just pass out. I’m sitting at the office, taking a moment to re-collect my thoughts. What have I accomplished this week?
To my own knowledge, I know I have completed many tasks and made some great big changes around the office. However I cannot remember them right this very moment. All I can say is my mind is blank, and nothing seems interesting at the moment…
As the day progresses, I’m becoming more and more cynical.
